"i am the son of a..."

i was listening to green day on the way to eastern today and it really made me sad. i miss lauryn. my siamese twin connected at the brain. don't ask. there's just so many memories. all the days going out to lunch. the loud drunk bird. elevator music. chemistry. goodness just so many memories. and then i remember all our plans and what we're going to miss. moving in together. traveling to germany together to see the alps. yeah, i'm still kinda mad and still really hurt but i miss her. i miss pictures like that. i miss my best friend.